That night I made the bitch I told my GF what I thought was happening with her roomate and she fucking flipped the fuck out, seriously, I was thrown back. I have been with her for almost a year and didnt know she had that in her. She didnt even bat an eye when I told her, she got beet red and just flew into the living room where her roomate was, didnt even ask me anyhting, facts that I knew, why I thought it was her or anything, I was going to suggest the camera idea but didnt even get the fucking chance. She literally jumped on her and they started scrapping, I was close to follow and grabbed my GF off of her roomate. The roomate was irate and was sayting she was going to kill my GF and my GF brought up what she thought and thr RM flipped out even more. I swear, she almost convinced me right then and there it wasnt her. I set up the camera that night and awoke to the same smell. I thought I had her now. It was the fucking cat!!!! it was rubbing its ass on the fucking pillow. I swear to fucking christ! I am such a fucking idiot, I should have guessed the cat, but it didnt s,ell that that kind of pussy!!!! I saw him doing it before but didnt put 2 and 2 together as it was just a brief litte rub and didnt look like he even ment to do it, just went to lay down like he alwasy does at the top of our bed. I swear to god, I have been freaking. They were freinds from almost the first of high school. I dont knwo what to do. I get home first and told my GF it didnt happen last night and erased the camera. The roomate moved out yesterday and my GF and her are evil over this at each other.
I dont know what to do. If I tell her, she will fucking break up with me for sure, and I love her so much, I want to marry her. I didnt like her roomate anyway (maybe why I thought she was the cuprit so easy) but I cannot even get to sleep. I am not a mean person and I feel like crying when I think of what I did. I dont knwo what to do, but there is no way in hell I can tell my GF, no fucking way.
|SO SO SORRY SWEETY, I LOVE YOU|