I'm a 17 year old girl, and I am hurting for a good friend so incredibly badly it hurts.
I'm a class A introvert, so I have never known anybody that genuinely cares about me, and it breaks my heart every day. Anytime I am close to developing a relationship with someone, they leave me, and I just break down and cry. I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I'm near the edge. Everyone my age goes to parties and has boyfriends and are practically sisters with their friends, and I'm left out. I have never had a boyfriend, or even kissed a boy for that matter, and I feel like my life is flying by me and I've missed out completely on being a teenager. I have never taken a drug, gotten drunk, cut myself or had sex. So I consider myself a good person on track.
Just what I want, more than anything else in the whole world, is a girl my age, someone I can tell everything to and not be judged, someone that will love me for who I am and will listen to me and simply understand.
Please, if anyone is out there? e-mail me...
---stuck on the sidelines