Continuing my other rant... so same applies. don't fuck with me now... seriously.
I really fucked this one up big time.
Pain. Pain is now all I feel... so utterly horrid and bleak. All consuming and why in my newly positive and cheerful world did I fuck it up? I did this. As bad as the last event was, this one was entirely my stupid fault. It cuts worse than daggers... burns my heart like white hot flame torching everything I know. Anguish isn't scratching the surface.... this is far beyond despair. At a time where everything is thrown into Chaos, I've piled on regret. True... complete... regret. So remorseful... so very, truly remorseful.—Can't zee thiZ getting eazier