My friend whom I admire and adore so much is getting married.
This is wonderful, and I am beyond happy for her, yet I feel this crushing melancholy inside that is tearing my to pieces. I was elated when I heard of the news, but when I got home I fell apart. I began crying and I couldn't stop for hours.
I have never been in a romantic situation, and I'm almost into my mid-twenties. I feel ridiculous, but I can't quit the way I feel right now, which is absolutely miserable. I'm not sure if I'm jealous, or just feeling bad for myself!
I just wish there was someone out there for me that loved me as much as I loved them.—Broken Hearted