Dude, I actually did love you, you know. I hope that someday sinks in. I loved you and your family, and I couldn't wait to expand it. But you called me names, and you were on my back and you shoved me into a wall, and you choked me out at least three times, and you smacked me...so I know logically that leaving you was the best thing for me, but yeah, you were right when you said I pushed you too...yeah dude, I shoved you so hard the plug in the wall broke, but think of your sister, maybe a female of my stature in my position—anyone woulda shoved you away. Yes you were right, me and you could have had it all, could have had the life, could have been sky high on each other...but lordy if it's worth it while you're putting your foundation on in the morning to cover the bruises you got last night or crying while running a bath so no one can hear you...Those are the sacrafices I'm too terrified to make...so I ran. I ran so far away...lol. —Gimpchrist