I tried to apologize for treating you unfairly, but all I accomplished was to (I felt) hurt you again. So I apologized for the apology but yet again I felt I said something hurtful. If I was able to speak with you in person I would have been able to express myself better...I thought had reasonable reasons to believe you and others were trying to hurt me, (conversations I had with my family members,+) which made me defensive toward you..Your correct, It does look as though I am not a good person.
I know now my accusations and thoughts were baseless.. .
I AM SO VERY SORRY.
—Emancipate Myself From My Family