You probably won't read this. If you do, you probably won't realize it's you. But from the moment I met you, I felt an immediate connection—enough to scare me into sabatoging it. It scared me, I dissected it too much and now, there's no chance of exploring it. This would be in the bitch column, except for the fact no matter how I wish things had gone there was a positive aspect, that changed my life, and not a day goes by that wasn't improved by that short experience, and it's made a serious impact on me and my habits. You're a wonderful person, and you deserve even better of a person for you. I hope you find happiness to the Nth power, and hopefully letting these sentiments out will make it easier to stop thinking of you. —Kitty