No matter what, I cannot forget you. I fell embarrassed when I have intimate dreams about you because I am married and I think that you are in a wonderful relationship with a beautiful little girl BUT you appear in my head unexpectedly at night even when I am not thinking about anything. When I am having not so hot of a day your silhouette appears in my mind. You are still perfect soo soo macho with your tall body and auburn hair. I know that there is not a chance I ever will meet with you in person even just to be beside you just to touch you. Only in my mind will I ever have you. Do you think that is unfair that before you leave this world that you could not have had a meeting with the one person that you really turned you on in your lifetime. I have a husband but when I reminder our acquaintance three years ago, WHY CANNOT I NOT GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON. Well, I will also remember you in my mind and I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU, YOU ARE MY INTERNAL LOVE. Bye for now and if you know who you are YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. —MY HARLEY FRIEND