I know you're holding back. And I have been patiently waiting for a sign from you that maybe something will really happen between us, but I am not sure for how much longer. You know I want to kiss you in a thousand places between the top of your head and the tips of your toes, and maybe we're not suited for something long-term, but is that what either of us want or need right now? Or maybe you're just waiting to see how much longer it takes before I go crazy - I think I'm there, because I would never have written this otherwise. I just wish you were here too. —Wondering when, or if.