Hi beautiful, been a long time. I sort of fell off a cliff when you left. I applaud you for doing so, it needed doing. I am slowly starting to climb out of this hole I have dug for myself. I love you, more than you know. Not contacting you earlier has been one of the hardest things I've ever done. I miss you something fierce. I was bad to you and for you, and for that I am truly sorry. I hope that in a few weeks when I return, you will let me see you, hold you.
Additionally, I have been saving my loonies for you. –Hug it the bear