Matters of the heart
Tuesday, June 19, 2018
Matters of the heart Bearded biking botanist boy
Posted By Team Coast on Tue, Jun 19, 2018 at 12:24 PM
It seems a bit foolish that I miss you so much. I’ve concluded you’ve given me emotional whiplash, and because of it I don’t know what to believe anymore. Logically I know you miss me. Emotionally it’s harder. Nevertheless, I can’t wait to come meet you across the pond for your birthday. Because I believe in love, and I believe in you. —Happy Birthday My Love
Wednesday, June 13, 2018
Matters of the heart Only passing through
Posted By Team Coast on Wed, Jun 13, 2018 at 12:01 PM
You and I know very well how we got here. It's easy. It's simple. There’s no pretending now. I’m not one to do that well. Nothing has changed. There is no reason for any change. I’m patient, I’m catching my breath, I’m holding down forts, I’m forgetting, I’m forced, I’m veteran-ing, I’m picking up scraps, I’m unsentimental, I’m unnecessary. Mostly, I’m exhausted. I am breathing, aren’t I? Positing the impossible? Being out of sight. Trying. Living. Understanding. What must I keep pleading for? What kind of revelation apart from the ones that already sting? What is new? It’s taken time, but I can hear myself breathe once again. Maybe the same goes for you. I can only imagine.
I know, I feel everything right down to my bones. Lately, you make me feel as though I should do otherwise. I have a heart, and in that heart, I know this would have evolved into a thing so unbelievably lovely and rewarding had you truly arrived with yourself. But never in a thousand years would there be a place in my heart for the things you have done and continue to do.
I can only say to you that I’m sorry too. I’m sorry you will never truly know. I’m sorry for loss. Perhaps you are protected from that. Perhaps you have been hardened in the best ways humans can be hardened. Perhaps there are no more revelations. If all that I see before me is true, I will have to close my eyes, pack up, take risks and imagine elsewhere once more. —Wanderer By Trade
Monday, May 28, 2018
Matters of the heart Wishing
Posted By Team Coast on Mon, May 28, 2018 at 12:00 PM
It has been roughly a year since our renewed contact. What a year it has been! Highs and lows...wouldn't have missed it! I wish we could be together. I hope it's mutual. You've been the one, you are the one and always will be. Thank you. —Dancing The Skies On Laughter Silvered Wings
Friday, May 25, 2018
Matters of the heart Once upon a time in the east
Posted By Team Coast on Fri, May 25, 2018 at 12:00 AM
I miss you. Been years now, and you were right about everything. I didn't listen and here I stand. Hardened by life’s woes, and found out who I really am. I wish you could see me now, instead of hate who I was. I'm happy you've made it so far, and that you are one step closer to traveling to Asia. Maybe we will meet there one day, and have a chat. Until then… —See Ya Later, Cowboy
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
Matters of the heart One year later
Posted By Team Coast on Wed, May 23, 2018 at 10:23 AM
So hard to speak in person?
Face to face,
Or side by side?
Did we not have,
A better understanding,
Of one another through that simplicity,
And found logic,
humanity and empathy.
For the reasons,
We wear our masks?
Why do either one of us,
Have to be so savage?
Nothing has changed,
I never hold grudges,
I have feelings for you,
But that's not where my heart is.
I found myself,
Lost in the past,
Stuck in the present,
Longing,
Needing,
And Willing to break through.
Into,
Change,
Healing,
And inspiration,
And it was all because of you.
One year later...
I'm still me,
You are still you.
But now I know why,
You could relate so much,
And I understand why,
You warned me about so many things,
You were right about everything and everyone
Except for me.
But then again,
There's never any logic,
In arguing over the phone,
through texts,
or cyberly.
There's nothing to argue about.
Nothing left to resolve,
Nothing left but peace,
I paid attention,
To everything you told me,
I just needed a year to see,
But if it really hurt,
That I never believed until exactlty
One year later in 2018,
Just remember,
Until you,
Nobody ever treated me,
Like royalty,
In which I am deeply sorry.
—Your Mouthy Bitch
Sunday, May 20, 2018
Matters of the heart Every damn day
Posted By Team Coast on Sun, May 20, 2018 at 12:00 PM
I miss you. Every day. I'm just trying to do right, act right, be right. But sometimes I miss you so much it hurts. I hope you're OK. —Fake Sean
Friday, April 20, 2018
Matters of the heart Lost to time
Posted By Team Coast on Fri, Apr 20, 2018 at 12:00 PM
It's been nearly two years and I still think of you every day. I earn a living now. I could give you a child. We could have a home and a life together. You'd make the best mother. I miss our cats, the bed we slept in, your interior decor. I miss everything and I'm sorry for being so difficult.
You're not perfect either but I'd suffer you at your worst forever and die happy. Life is pale without you and I regret every day since. You told me you moved on. Some day I will have to relent and move on too, but until then, know that my heart still beats for you.
I don't want the rest of the girls in Halifax—I just want you. —Ambivalent Dreamer
Friday, March 9, 2018
Matters of the heart Swiss love
Posted By Team Coast on Fri, Mar 9, 2018 at 12:00 PM
We've been on several dates and every time we spend time together I wish with all my might that you will want me to be your girl even though I know you're a lone wolf. You are the reason I am not giving up hope that there are indeed wonderful men out there. You listen to me, you ask questions and you make me feel so damn special. No matter where we end up, my heart will always be grateful to you.
—Grateful Heart In The North End
Friday, March 2, 2018
Matters of the heart Momentary time travel
Posted By Team Coast on Fri, Mar 2, 2018 at 12:37 PM
I came across some old photos of you from your semester abroad and I was momentarily 25 years old again, missing you desperately even though you weren't technically mine to miss. —Almost 28
Wednesday, January 3, 2018
Matters of the heart And here's to you
Posted By Team Coast on Wed, Jan 3, 2018 at 12:03 PM
One day, when the stars are all perfectly placed in the sky, a girl who gets butterflies in your presence, lost in your eyes and tongue-tied by your smile, who would be happy just to listen to you talk, and play with your hair and feed you honey and tangerines, will find you (again) and be free to love you for a thousand lifetimes. If you can be my thunderbolt...you can be someone else's. I can be at secret peace with that. –Hey hey hey
Wednesday, December 13, 2017
Matters of the heart Exams suck when...
Posted By Team Coast on Wed, Dec 13, 2017 at 12:08 PM
To the girl studying in the Starbucks on Saturday night. I couldn't help but overhear the long phone conversation you were having with your friend about you and your boyfriend breaking up. You mentioned that it was the weekend right before your Monday exam, and that you had talked about looking forward to seeing him at Christmas. My heart went out to you for dealing with a breakup during your exams and right before Christmas. I hope you get all the TLC you need from friends and family when you get home over the holidays. —You’ll Get Through This
Monday, November 20, 2017
Matters of the heart It doesn't matter
Posted By Team Coast on Mon, Nov 20, 2017 at 12:00 PM
Everything is terrible and it's mostly your fault. You make everything difficult. But it doesn't matter. I want everything we talked about. I love you more than anything. —Foxy
Thursday, October 5, 2017
Matters of the heart Crumpled flower
Posted By Team Coast on Thu, Oct 5, 2017 at 12:00 PM
Wednesday, September 6, 2017
Matters of the heart Thanks, big eyes
Posted By Team Coast on Wed, Sep 6, 2017 at 10:25 AM
I'm up at 2am thinking of you. Thinking about how it was easy for you to dismiss me. I'm honestly not mad about it. You know what you want, and you have a strong personality. I know we didn't know each other for very long and probably rushed into things. I know you aren't used to dating people like me. My passion and attempts to help you understand things scared you away.
I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking about how you planted this beautiful plant in my heart and walked away from it. I want you to know that flower is still there. You are worth more than you know.
I can't get those big beautiful eyes out of my head. But I will have to at some point. You obviously know who this is. I guess I'll leave mystery though. —Problematic Mental Health Guy
Wednesday, August 23, 2017
Matters of the heart Secret Basement Love
Posted By Team Coast on Wed, Aug 23, 2017 at 12:00 PM
Look. I get it. You had your heart broken, and are afraid to commit to someone because you don't want to go through it all over again. Well. I'm tired of being your friends-with-benefits-girl. I want something more than what we are doing.
You are truly a wonderful, handsome, caring man, and I'm so tired of pretending that I just want to be your friend. But, I also don't want to lose your friendship if I tell you how I feel.
Honestly, I'm not sure how much longer I can go on doing what we are doing, knowing it's not going to lead anywhere.
I know that you read these a lot, so I'm hoping you just figure out who I am, and realize that we could be really great together, if you would just give us a chance. I promise I won't hurt you like the last two did. —Lonely And In Love
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