I must say, what those fucking pro-lifers did has sickened me for days now. I just can't get the images of that baby out of my head. I've actually had an abortion, and believe you me, if I would have been in a different situation, I would have gladly brought my beautiful baby into the world. But I couldn't. And I've felt exorbitant amounts of guilt over it.And when I'm going to work in the morning and there is not just one, but twenty or so pictures of what I've imagined I've done to my child presented so casually and cruelly to the world, it kills me inside. I actually started crying on the bus. And some dumb fuck sitting behind me was calling people who choose this option all sorts of nasty things.
What a shitty fucking week, I'll tell you. I'm terrified to turn a corner and see it all over again. I've apologized thousands of times to the child I murdered. And those pictures only served to bring all the pain crashing back.I hope karma does its job.